This song by Matthew West, was released, right before Caroline was born. I can say that it is one that really spoke to me, and continues to, as I walk this road without my baby. It seems as though every time I am driving in the car to go and visit her grave, this song comes on. Yesterday, Caroline would have been three months old, and as I drove to her grave, once again this song was on the radio. I love my life, and am so thankful for the wonderful blessings I have. I am in awe that God has chosen to share my amazing little boys with me, and for the opportunity to be Wesley and Davis' mommy, but I am excited to know that there is a place for me in Heaven! I WILL get to see my beautiful daughter again!! I pray that you have that same hope and assurance, that without a doubt, you know you will spend an eternity in Heaven!
"Save a Place For Me"
Don't be mad if I cry, it just hurts so bad sometimes,
'Cause every day it's sinking in, and I have to say goodbye all over again.
You know, I bet it feels so good to have the weight of this world off your shoulders now,
I'm dreaming of the day when I am finally there with you.
Save a place for me
Save a place for me
I'll be there soon
I'll be there soon
Save a place for me
Save some grace for me
I'll be there soon
I'll be there soon
I have asked the question why
But I guess the answers for another time
So, instead I pray with every tear
And be thankful for the time I had you here
Save a place for me
Save a place for me
I'll be there soon
I'll be there soon
Save a place for me
Save some grace for me
I'll be there soon
I'll be there soon
I wanna live my life just like you did
Make the most of my time just like you did
And I want to make my home up in the sky just like you did
Oh, but until I get there
Until I get there
Save a place for me
Save a place for me
I'll be there soon
I'll be there soon
Save a place for me
Save some grace for me
I'll be there soon
I'll be there soon